Icy Memories
The ice cracked suddenly and gave way dropping me into the frigid water and into a struggle for my life.  My heavy boots filled quickly pulling me down, and cold water penetrated my blue jeans and two layers of underwear.   I went down so fast I didn’t even think of trying to swim.  I thought—“stay straight and come up in the same place—don’t get caught under the ice.” 
I had taken the snowmobile from our home farm to do chores as our second farm 2 miles away, taking the shorter woods route.  It was 5 below zero and the roads had not been plowed since the overnight snow.  I had checked, fed and watered the cattle and was on my way home.   I was 15 years old.  We had bought our first snowmobile a month earlier, a yellow and black 1968 Ski-doo .
The safety rules of snowmobiling included the primary one:  don’t go exploring without a partner on another snowmobile.  If you got stuck out in the woods, you might freeze before you could get back to civilization.   
I followed the trail to the lake and there decided to take a detour across it, to drop in on Uncle Maurice.  There was a well traveled trail across the lake.  As I drove across, I saw the beaver house at the north end, and decided to explore it.   
I knew the lake was full of springs and had a creek through it, so I left the snowmobile on the trail and walked towards the beaver house through thick fluffy snow.  As I got within 20 feet of the shore, I fell through.   I must have stepped onto an area above a spring where the ice was thin.
I sank fast—didn’t even think to try to swim, just went down.  As my chest submerged, I came to a stop—my feet hitting a very soft and muck bottom.  I had stopped with my head and shoulders out of water. 
Immediately I tried to crawl on the ice—but couldn’t get a grip on anything and the ice broke as I tried to get up on it.  I tried walking towards the shore, the muck gripping my boots, threatening to lock me in place.   I managed to wallow forward, breaking the ice ahead of me going towards the beaver house—a large pile of sticks and mud a little ahead of me.  As I got closer, my footing got better as I stepped onto the brush, sticks and small logs stored underwater for the beaver’s winter food.  I managed to scramble up onto the beaver lodge that connected with the shore.  
I ran along the frozen cattails on the shore and followed them around to the snowmobile trail and jogged out the snowmobile—my clothes stiffening with each step.  I got it started it and drove home as fast as we could go.  Ducking behind the  windshield did little to warm me.  My clothes were rigid and I was shivering uncontrollably as I reached home and rushed in.  I stripped, changed clothes and warmed up by the stove.  I threw my clothes in the washer and had them drying by the time Mom came back.  “I slipped down in the manure in the barn and was a mess” I told her, not wanting her understand how dangerous snowmobiling could be and add to her worries with four active sons.  
I told the Dad whole  the story.  He  commented:  “Some people have to learn by experience. “ 
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